SkyfireX - where is the horizon

Heh, I've spent my last 2 nights waiting for something that didn't happen, Oh well.

Anyway, Spent this weekend helping my father paint the house. That is tiring I tell you. I was pretty pissed about 3 hours ago. After all, I just finished Dinner(yes dinner not supper) due to my father wanting to do some crap stuff and wasted about 4 hours of my time. As I've said, I hate people wasting my time.

Don't you hate the situtation when u have plans for something then someone in your family just comes along and ask you to do something and it's like not too good for u to not do it?

I noticed my blogs don't detail much of what i do. I guess it's a mixture of not liking to write down what i do in such detail and also i don't do much worth mentioning. I mean U don't want to hear about me wasting time playing stupid games, and afterall I'm not supposed to say anything about what i do in army. So...

I really wonder why I think so much about what I want to do in the future... It's driving me crazy. I'm just contradiciting myself. On one hand, I don't want to have regrets. On the other, I'm scared of failing. Crap... I'm even reconsidering my course of study in Uni. Heh. Say Hi to an indecisive guy.

posted by SkyfireX @ 1:58:00 am